Journaling 2018

The first assignment of the Tracking Wonder Quest 2018 is to reflect on the year 2018 as if it had already happened..   One of the recommendations is to focus on the process it took to get there and not only on the outcomes. Here goes: I am sitting outside, writing at a table on the stoep of our small house in the bushveld, where my partner and myself have spent some time during 2018, making a functional Perma Culture garden and added some touches to the house and garden. Since we did not want to spend money, we tried to be innovative in creating garden paths and benches, using the resources at hand.     At the end of 2017, my colleague and myself transformed our little business ... by starting a new company which is now owned by 5 partners. We have just registered this company and sat together crafting a vision for this company, but in December 2017 not much has happened yet.   During 2018 we wrote our business plan and logo.   We ...

I have recently reached the ripe age of 60.  A short time after that my knees started to feel weak and my digestion cumbersome.  I started forgetting things.  I experienced anxiety attacks ...... not full-blown attacks....but a constant worrying about the future, about financial stability, the children, the future of our grandchildren. I am trying to say to myself that at 60 I can still have 30 years of productive living (our family seems to reach the 95 notch fairly frequently) - but that only makes me worry more, since my money is surely going to run out before my years. In my search for inspiration I found the Quest 2018 challenge of Tracking Wonder and decided to sign up. I have decided that I will not give in to average expectations.  I will still grow my business, engage in creative activities (still have to find those . . . .), make time for family and declutter my life: get rid of material stuff and emotional baggage. This blog will be dedicated...